Sunday, October 30, 2005
haha
so long i din update my bloody entries.
ahh.holidays seemed so packed.
head start programmes.
netball dance practice.
netball camp.
blah..
gonna rot at home today!
okay. i borrowed 4 storybooks.
frm je library.
yes! and that was the first time i ever borrowed bks frm je library!
considering for 4 whole years i din borrow any books AT ALL.
huizhen borrowedd it for me.cuz i simply dunno how to.
i SWEAR.im gonna borrow it someday ON MY OWN. (:
dreamt of weird stuffs..zzzzz.
i actually dreamt of quarreling with both of my form tchers cuz i refused to change my clothes.
ah-hah.damn weird.
and i even dreamt that i was at a HDB's corridor and someone frm upstairs dropped their
"hot-dogs" down. i managed to grab one of them.
and i knew that i had to return to them.cuz they wanted?
then i took an extremely BIG BITE on the hotdog.leaving like one-third of the food left?
and i returned it to the small boi.
the boi looked at me with watery eyes like hes gonna burst into tears any moment.
but in the end he just 0pened his mouth wide and dropped the hot-dog in.
not only that. the previous day i dreamt that:
i went to this party till real late and there was no more trains and bus.
so peixin called her dad.
and in the dream, her dad just started the engine of one of the cars (which means he stole one of the cars in the carpark and wanted to drive us home)
both of us refused.but in the end,cuz we're afraid to be caught. but in the end,we just got onto the car and his dad drove us to lakeside mrt and want us to get down while he returns the car.
while walking on this dark stairway,we saw a ghost.
(in the dream we are not afraid.for dunno wad freaking reason)
then px just boasted her courage and whispered to me str. in front of the ghost
"na ge gui hen chou leh" ( the ghost is very ugly)
then..we walked the staircase,nvr-endding.
ah-hahh. then with my holy words of blessings
"qi shi na ge gui hen shuaii lor" (the ghost is actually very handsome)
and we walked out of the stairway~ YAY!
WEEE! more dreams actually.
but memory was failing. cant really rmb-ed.
one was abt a lizard & sokyin.
but forgot wad was the story.
maybe both of them fell in love at the first sight?
aWW. LOL. (:
will update as soon as i have more dreams.
<3 jenmey .
♥
10:46 AM
Thursday, October 27, 2005
hex
was hell-Oh bored at klass lah.
and we have to go for the head start programme.
which is like so ZZZ luh.
snap today was exciting in klass.
dung slow luh, pple buck up~
played "xiang dao" in klass.
so not fun.cuz everyone no link.
yea. i miss those gd old days. ):
now i realize that pple in netball are so lame too.
yes! and we started playing "ma tong" in the middle of the court during the break.
HAHA.everyone's getting slow.
anyhoos, i found this picture.
dung bad. dung dung bad .
im just putting it up for the sake of letting all of you know how evil pple in this world could get.
im not trying to mean anything k.
<3 jenmey .
♥
7:04 PM
Tuesday, October 25, 2005
heex
super boredd .
so decided to do smthg .
yes . tell me who's this . (: ah-hahs . so nerdy gong gong ryte .
im like so YAY over this toy lah . cuz it vibrates .
aww . heex .
it speaks to you ! it listens to your sayings and reply accordingly .
i simply haf no idea how come can like that de lah .
but look a bit scary .
like last times- teletubbies. THEY TALK .
in the middle of the nyte , if they suddenly talk .
oh no .
wad shud you do .
where would you go ?
take crosses and onions before you go to slp everynight?
scary luh .
hates barbie dolls . esp those with big heads and big eyes . -____-;
i wonder if there will be any spirital-approaches during the sec 3 camp .
i'll be like the first to run luh . scare me with all the things , but not abt ghosts . esp in the nite .
dung . i forgot to bring my a maths TB home . ):
<3 jenmey .
♥
8:45 PM
Monday, October 24, 2005
heex
i did not want to come to sch today. ):
but bad mummy forced me to come.
and my brother said that he wld pull my legs and splash water on me if i dun wake up to go today.
so.. so.. so.
i haf to wake up.
and i found my mother fell aslp on my bed while she's trying to wake me up.LOL.
who's the one aslp now?!
havingg hols! YAY! (: super happy!
<3 jenmey .
♥
9:39 PM
Sunday, October 23, 2005
heex
im backk!
happy burfday to DOLLY! thanks for everything ystd! the party was great!
i'm lovin' it! (:
heex.went to dolly's birthday party ystd. had a great time there!
we started off by playing handiplast,and den matong game.
oh my! pearl slapped real hard on my leg! *oww* the 1st 2 times i controlled myself not to shout.
but that super duper evil sokyin kept calling pearl's name, and so that iron maiden just slapped me real hard the 3rd time.
3 continous blows gave me away~ i shouted ):
and i had to eat the 2 satays.huizhen helped me with half of the satay.
heehee.but was quite nice to eat also luh~=D
melisa and songquan then came after wards. followed by arron and den peixin.
then cutting cake! some of them even started smashing cakes on each other faces.
i was hiding at a corner.
but huizhen managed to find me and gave me a "facial treatment" ):
at the very same second, dolly's mother told us not to play with the cakes.
and so..heex.
i acted serious and told hz "wo bang ni nong diao na xie cake lah."
(i help you to clear the cake away*on the face ones)
with more cakes on my face, i put on some more cakes to her! lala! and im off to watching my face~leaving her alone in the lurch.ah-haha! (; (:
super happy! YAY!
played games after that.
with criminals,doctors,police and bodyguard.
lalala~actually the game is not played like that luh~a bit wrong.but who cares.
heh!
i love everyone damn much.
and i mean real much laah! (:
<3 jenmey .
♥
5:14 PM
Friday, October 21, 2005
jeney
feeling so empty and alone today str. after sch.
everyone's gone.
thus i walked to and fro along the corridors.
but there's not even a one that i expected.
so i carried on alone lor.
sat at the stairs fer a while on my own.
walked downstairs and up on my own.
blaahh blaah..dun wanna tok abt it.
its not anyone's fault anyhoos.(:
coming up nxt- dolly's birthday.
heh heh heh :)
<3 jenmey .
♥
6:45 PM
Tuesday, October 18, 2005
heh
got back all my results.
below satisfactory.
aiya.damn luh.
liu ting sheng has a new name!
he wrote his name as "liu ting'' on his e maths paper.so pro.
DUN STRESS UP PPLE! LET ME ENTERTAIN YOU.
oh. btw, i found this 2 pics.
oh! up to you to guess who's that. im gng to let your creativity juices flow.
and this!
it's not me okay.
it's my twin sister. LOL.
both sources are similar to a large extent.
1.they are matured.
2.they love looking at right side and not the (left) wrong side. (crap)
the onli difference is it's taken at diff. places. and diff. time.
but,they look great.dun they? (:
i love my twin sister.
wanna know her name?
aha-!
great. let me tell you.
it's hard to rmb but, aah, it's okay. call her jen for short. (:
jennimofaistakay.
pronounced as "jen-ni-mo-fa-is-ta-kay"
<3 jenmey .
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9:53 PM
Monday, October 17, 2005
dream
hee. i've a dream.
wonderful.
haha.
i dunno why, but i ended up with sokyin gng scuba diving.LOL.
we were wearing like those ago-go jie mei hua tt kinda clothing >.<;
then,soon not later,everybody was trying the scuba diving.
as i had finished, i went to this haunted hse nearby.
i dunno how come.
then i went in,then this man with mask,he took a knife.
he told me that it's a fake knife and im supposed to throw the dagger
at the apple on the top of another man's head.
being kind and i reckon tt that's a real knife, i decided to anyhow aim,just hope not
to hit tt poor man.
as a result, im punished. ):
cuz of poor aiming.
guess wad's the punishment?
you'll never guess it.
it's damn horrible.
im still having goosebumps while im toking abt it.
*drumrolls*
by putting on lipstick! >.<;
and i escaped, after putting the lipstick.
i escaped to play pool and go kbox.
LOL. dunno how come in haunted hse got all these.
all no link okay.
HAHA. (: (:
oh look! that sicko! doing that in the public.how shameless! @-@;
ah-ha. kidding luh.
hee.
tt's all folks baby! (:
<3 jenmey .
♥
10:49 PM
Sunday, October 16, 2005
heehee
another day is gng by, im thinking abt you all the time.
lalala~i'd do anithing, just to hold you in my arms.
arr. suddenly this song just came into my mind.
it's guessing time!
look who's this.
ah-ha.actually im just bored and decided to try out adobe illustrator.
cuz i dun really noe how to use adobe photoshop.
haha. teach me! >.<
nvrmind, i'll learn it some day.believe me (:
<3 jenmey .
♥
9:53 AM
Saturday, October 15, 2005
i
at home.
rot
rot
and simply rotting.
hais.
finished 1o vcds at one go.
and that makes me feel great.
like a task accomplished.
but 9 more discs to go.
urr.its the "hai tun wan lian ren"
ya. so long de show now then i take a look at it.
but its touching show.
really damn touching.
cant hold back my tears.
or haf i becomed weak?
the show's like making me sad like hell.
-zhi yao xiang xing, qi dai jiu hui chu xian.
<3 jenmey .
♥
9:58 PM
Friday, October 14, 2005
hehe
talking behind pple's backk is a no-no.
arr.wadever.not in da mood.
sometimes i just feel like breaking away frm this world.
manythings just happened within a day.
everything's so unpredictable.
if i could turn back time i wld retrace every mistake i make.
<3 jenmey .
♥
8:18 PM
Thursday, October 13, 2005
oh ya. forgot to include.
i swear i must write this down.
huizhen pronounced "fluency" as "fRuency"
how cute. (:
<3 jenmey .
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7:29 PM
er
haha.
dozed off during chinese listening compre.LOL.
was bad.real bad.extremely.that's my first time slping in klass.i swear.cross heart/cross tongue.a-hah. (:
then wenta mac eat.
YAY.was deciding b/w hashbrown and apple pie.
oh! now to think of it, i could actually buy two than to choose in b/w the 2.
oh. too late. i bought sausage egg muffin (spell) burger instead.
wanted hot milo,but turned out to be ice milo.
wadever lo.the hot one will turn cold in anyways. (:
oh.now i found out tt if arron was a ger, maybe he'll look nicer than some of the girls.
uber cute.
*due to some trivial matters, arron's picture shall not be disclosed. (:
sorry to have gave all of you a fright. im really sorry.
i apologize on the behalf of arron.
i'll be veh veh nice and help all of you to overcome the fear and tension you're having now.
continue scrolling~
seriously,now i think tt i look sporty.
like those beach babes that plays volleyballs.
sorie for my bhb-ness. but dun deny the facts.
awww.my conclusion and imagination perhaps come frm this inspiring foto that i just found out.
thanks everyone! i noe you'll agree with those statements above.
i realy love you all. (:
scary movie has ended all thanks to jenmey the yang guang nu hai. (: *smiles*
<3 jenmey .
♥
7:17 PM
Wednesday, October 12, 2005
free tomor. poor history students. nvrmind. jiayous! (:
<3 jenmey .
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9:28 PM
hee
YAY! last paper today!
(sort of luh.)
haha. so we had lunch. at swensen~
oh peixin spilled her water ! >.<;
okee. den there comes valerie with the dry ice~
aha.
after tt i cant get the swensen door opened. so malu. cuz there says " push button to open door"
and i just touched the button gently and stand in front of the door wondering why it jus doesnt open . ahah. (=
wenta toys'r'us. a pity karyin and shinhwee didnt join.
ya. was spending hours inside there.
i feel young.
and i mean really young =D
i look pretty i noe. as well as may . LOL. we are princess. (",)
took photos in there. was damn malu cuz big crowds were arnd.
ya. and after tt we just went ta mac for lunch and went home (: yup.
<3 jenmey .
♥
6:23 PM
Friday, October 07, 2005
following quoted frm other's pples blogg.
i used to look at people's friendster profile and smirk.
sometimes i chance upon lovey dovey couples and i'll think
" ours much better"
sometimes i chance upon those ppl mending over a broken heart and i'll think
"if only they meet you, they wouldn't be feeling this way"
but now,
i only look at couples with a pang of jealousy and maybe a lil hatrad.
i seriously need an output.
//so spare me
OVER since many months ago yet somehow i can talk about it as if everything happen yesterday?
i duno wot kinda r/s are we in now.
its weird. unreal. fake.
definately not friendship.
friends aint ppl who simply wishes each other goodnight
and i tryta find the old you each time i text you. i tryta find the same old feeling back once again.
but it didnt surface.
where are you.. sighh
hurt by trying so many times and the feeling seriously sark.
maybe im just disappointed or cos i was hoping.
i hate to hope cos when you hope, you're actually excepting sth..
sighh,
but i know you're gonna just do fine without me.
infact much much better.
and i wana bowed down to those ppl who can actually remained friends with their EX-es.
believe me.
its sucha torture.
almost emtionally physche as well.
seeing you everytime is like throwing myself into some hot water. slowly drowning plus burning to death.
reality. its fcuking painful each time i see you.
everything just keeps coming back
and sometimes for no apparent reason i'll start to hate you.
sighh.
not your fault i know.
i see your pics every now and then to try to remember wot is actually left.
or wot i actually see in you.
proud of you the moment i heard about the results
yet, i didnt know how i stand ,to be actually prouda you.
proud as you AS WOT.
maybe a word proud will do.
we've been through so much together. and god know's...
from the mild quarrels we have to big quarrels
quarrels that lasted for 3 whole days
maybe even more.
from a simple text to texts that requires much thinking.
from a lil initiative to none.
from all that givin in to none.
from all that tolerance to none.
from baby to a HEY
from all the lil disturbings and teasing to none.
mean words were exchanged but i never really meant to say those hurtful words
and i hate myself for making you tired.
tired...
afterall you became like this cos you were tired.
you were tired frm all my ep and all that giving in.
and when you finally stop all of that.
i never felt so lost before.
never.
its like losing sth out of a sudden and i dun even know how ta react.
believe me.
i used to spent days thinking wot went wrong.
and the reason behind all of it.
why from sucha r/s (wun exactly say lovey dovey kind) to such extreme..
even in korea.
as i told my mates our story, the tears couldn't stop flowing.
it was a downfall.
an outcome i never ever expected.
everybody ask me why.
but i had no replies to a single of their qns.
even making a phone call to you scares the shit outta me.
almost unnatual.
you wun believe i have the count to ten before i start dialing or how many times i actually read your msges before deleted em.
i was regretful about alot of things i overlooked.
for example your feelings.
but when i try ta make it up.
i somehow screwed it up due to my ego.
my dumb ego..
im truly sawrie.
i thought that maybe we can work things out.
but sometimes, our lives dun revolve around ourselves only.
it revovles around our family, likewise friends.
and at that moment it was as if i had to choose either you or friendship..
but believe me.
i love you more than anything else in the world
but sometimes, it isn't just about loving.
it was a lie when i actually told you to let go.
deep down i didnt want to.
but i was left with no choice.
most importantly, right from the start, you didnt belive in forever.
while i did.
you didnt believe in US.
thanks for putting up with me for a year plus.
i know i gave you various probs.
making you as unhappy as me whenever im down.
fcuking selfish.
i guess the more you love somebody, the least that you show that you care.
i never seemed to show that i care and somehow you thought so too
but the truth it you duno how much it hurt when i realise you wun be there anymore.
all your sacasm hurt me like hell =((
BREAKUPBREAKUP
they were never meant to be real though i duno why i kept saying it.
bummer..
and i didnt know the last "let go" will be real.
i thought..
everything was based on my assuption.
every single shit.
when i thought you'll understand, you didnt.
when i thought we will be okay, we didnt.
when i thought you actually love me that much to forsee all my ep.
but you're only human..
sighh.
wot's the point.
its just too hurting to think about all this again.
the days spent with you. i'll never allow myself to forget.
i needa close this chapter.
but i reckon there wun be another who will come this close to me ever again.
not soon. not in da near future.
i've close my doors, shut it tight.
lock it.
no one.
like glass,
you picked me up but i kept making you bleed.
i_________________________________you
i've been living a lie if i say i don't miss you.
___________________________________________________________________
aah. was browsing thru blogs. saw dis super sad entry..
thought of the movie i watched today with dolly,melisa & sokyin.
wait till you're old.
it's sucha nice movie.
touching.meaningful.educational.and wadever you name it.
it just simply teaches you to treasure wad you have now before it's gone.
smtimes lyfe is just lyke a roller coaster. ups and downs.
you may feel worried , afraid , but you noe your friends' gonna be your safety belt and hold on to you tight . thru the whole journey .
likewise , after the ride , or near to the end of the ride .
you will tend to miss it .
you may want to repeat this whole process again .
so what im trying to say is think twice before any actions .
life is a process where you can NVR repeat it again .
your every word, your every action .
your every discrimination , your every word of praise ,
is deeply engraved in their heart .
it's just that they dun show it out .
the more you try to forget smthg , the more excruciating the pain will act on you .
time passes . so fast . we're sec 3 gng to be sec 4 alr .
can't blieve it . are we still gng to keep a distance frm each other over trivial matters ?
perhaps when you know smthg's leaving you , you'll reach out for the very last grip of it .
lols . what the hell im tokingg . nonsensical stuffs .
just feel a bit down after looking at that particular entry .
; dreams will last ` . -
<3 jenmey .
♥
11:45 PM
hee
YAY!
i love fridays. cuz i can simply enjoy mai lyfe!
physics paper is finally over!
and dere are more to come!
esp. a maths, history and geog drive me crazy!! >.<;
<3 jenmey .
♥
7:52 PM
Thursday, October 06, 2005
haha
"interestingg week."
<3 jenmey .
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3:02 PM
Monday, October 03, 2005
carrying a pau with a plate up klass is fun today .
as well as singing in chem klass with peishi .
YAY . liuwah in contacts today .
FRESH NEW DAY!
chinese - chen tcher . still as red as ever .
english - chua . still as skinny as ever .
history - bala . still as black as ever .
physics - lsc . still as crappy as ever .
math - ttl . still as "happy over tests" as ever .
chem - still as pretty as ever (:
is tt my whole summary if today ?
no! dolly went to my hse . yup .
HEEHEE.
ENDED . lala .
starting of tmr~ AWAKEN~~! (:
<3 jenmey .
♥
5:59 PM
Saturday, October 01, 2005
heeee
aha . powerpuff girls ! lets save the day! (:
keropi .` lols .
doraemon- a bit pa jiao . the eyes .
hello _ kitty . skinnier version (",)
the above are all made up of food okay . (:
<3 jenmey .
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12:44 AM
